Sunday, January 21, 2007
1:23 AM

honestly, i felt sad now..hmm..a bit disappointed, upset, n e scattering of my heart. hm....jux forget it! nothing has been started yet, wat im imagine??!! its so scary..i dun wanna think about it. let nature goes its own way bah!

today went to met hui von after her work, we went to Bugis had our dinner n walk walk ard e bugis street...well..saw a lot of things..it was really fun!! haha..i love it...then acco her go marriot cash out, n then departed at Orchard MRT, went home. hmm....nex time den meet up again bah..todae cannt stay too late cuz she gt work at 9am tml...let her hav a good rest bah! see i so good!! haha...good night lor...:P

time now is 1.30am, i cant sleep, dunno waiting 4 wat...aiya...crystal faster go sleep bah...after wake up, stil gt to study hard! well...start my life all over again bah...bt i stil wondering, is it true? is it true??i wish it could be, bt also know tt it isn's the time....so i really dunno how...i feel e great uncertainty pondering in my heart, n yet, i can do nothing to smooth it back or calm it down...let god decides! its a joy to talking to him...tt all i wanna say today.

[ this is how it all started* ]